Today

Today marked the journey to start a new life. Don't be mistaken. In my new life I want the same people but maybe a different script. You see yesterday I asked my husband to leave. And today he did...

A bit of background. My husband and I were married on March 18,2004. With this marriage came 5 children from two previous relationships. We began a journey to love one another and watch our blended family grow. It hasn't been as easy as I had initially thought it would be...


Our marriage has been up and down for quite some time and it seems as if we are going in an unending circle of ups and downs, recently more downs than ups. A lot has contributed to this. I accept my blame. I am difficult, I am strong willed, I like to be in control. All of these contributed to where I am now. My husband he is quiet, he doesn't communicate, and he doesn't take the lead of our house. These things got us where we are now.



So I am starting this as my own journal, to put down thoughts and clear my head. I am hoping I can reflect back here and see how much I have grown as a person through this tough time.
This too shall pass...