Monday night

My husband has been here each aftenoon. Tonight he was here because baby girl was staying with him tonight. She had religious education tonight. So he was waiting to pick her up. It is so hard for me not to rush to him and just hold on for dear life. My world is turned upside down...

Positive for tonight..my hubby said he has realized in the couple days apart that he doesn't "need" me but rather wants me...that is huge because he is always saying he needs me. Which I want him to need me too. But he doesn't know anything outside of me. I feel like he doesn't really know who he is. It is a lot of pressure to be so needed all the time. The kids always need me, hubby needs me. When do I get to need someone.

Missing my baby girl tonight. She is with her dad, but I miss her.